Sunday, March 14, 2010

Change.

One thing made me explode today. One thing. It amazes me how that thing is a person... How can one person ruin a good day... ESPECIALLY since that one person means so much to me.

It hurts to know that this person doesn't believe I can care for myself... i.e. cook food, do laundry, etc. Um, hello? I'm in college now. I AM living on my own.. I do my own laundry, I watch what I eat, I do my homework.. All the while without you watching over my shoulder. Jeez, thanks for the putdown and doubting me. Not to mention major breakdown time. Ouch.


But now I'm aware just how much I depend on other people...
Maybe it is time for me to finally branch out
and care even more for myself then I already do..
Maybe I DO need to be more independent..
Maybe I need a reality check..

Maybe it is time for a change...
A change in me.

I don't know what this change is going to be. I'll definitely be praying about it. Hopefully it's a good change and that it will turn things in my life around, for the better.

"I am the light for the world! Follow Me, and you won't be walking in the dark. You will have the light that gives life."
John 8:12


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